Everything is Fine

On the 1st November Polish families meeting and visiting graveyards with the Loved ones.
I remember lighting a candle during that day every year...
I am wasn't in Poland this year, I light my candles in the house, somewhere in Irish town.

God is good.
He saved me from those grey-black smoke this year again...

Shouldn't we pray more for those, who are gone?
They still have those secrets we would like to know...
They carry so much, but are they able to reach Heavenly door...?
Are they at least close enough?
Do they need something to get there?
Do we really consider our conduct throughout the life to be able to reach the beauty of our dream of Heaven?
What if, on the other side, won't listen our smart reasons, why we didn't done something what was good and right to do...
for example
help the woman or a men on the street ...

Do those, on the other side want to open the minds of the alive?
How much they are worrying about family and friends, that they may not reach happiness in the next life...
That life that waiting for them after their body will die?

What to do, to open those doors? The doors to Freedom and Love in Everyone...

Pray for them as they are in need of your help.

Thoughts, Sin, Sainthood & Psychic Attack

Do you have the thoughts you do not want to share with anyone?
I guess this is the exam,  answering the question:' are you saint?' . The moment when you feel your thoughts are truly protected, is the moment when God supporting your sainthood. It is you, who giving Him permission to do so, accordingly your free will choice. It is you, who is trying to and praying for purifying yourself from all evil, that's why I believe anyone may become saint someday. It is nice place of freedom. There are no psychic attacks here - psalm 91 will help you to get here. But ''Get here if you can'' (Oleta Adams song).

Blessings

RELIGION AS A TOOL

 Just reflection...

 I know, the devil is very intelligent and is using many tricks in order to deceive man, but why does man use the same tricks to deceive themselves?

Of course it is just rhetorical question of mine.

The devil sometimes is hidden in small details.

 So I wonder...
 Why already baptized people praying Hindu mantras? It looks alike a New Age movement is gathering of those, who treat religions instrumentally. Is there any God of any religion, that aim to be holy, like to be treated in this way? 
 
 Blue print on the soul which is baptism is not washable. There is no miraculous shampoo for it.
 From other hand, if someone want to study something - study it. In order to study other religion, you don't need to change yours. In the end of the day, your God known well, why you were born in particular religion. As well because, this is another challenge for you to keep to this, what you already started by being born or what your Beloved God started for you as your life path. So simple Truth and for so many it looks alike Unknown Mystery. Hmm...

 I know, we Christians, wants all who aren't, to become Christians, but sometimes I see a deeper sense in someone being Buddhist and sharing christian ways, Christ Himself ways, of loving one another and helping as one can...
 I prefer this kind of Buddhist, than a Christian that is nice to you on the beginning and than pretend, that he / she doesn't know you at all... I wonder can those people look at the mirror on themsleves and see they are agreed with One who send them? Do they think that confession, or one question to God for forgiveness will be all they need to be saved?
 I like the concept of the Judgement day. It is real guys... so look at the mirror... 

Real Friend

You do not need to tell it anyone.
You may keep it in secret,
somewhere inside Your Heart,
where You are Truly My Best Friend...

Truth Today

When you need to put the reason of something in one sentence, it is difficult, but ironically not for you, but for the reader. The reader here, let's say employer, can built whole story onto one sentence you have wrote, for example, into your application form. That's why most people just avoiding difficulties, by writing something acceptable, but not even close to the truth. In this way, they are avoiding to trigger in potential employer, his or hers floating imagination. What would you do?

I and Myself

 Who am I?
                   and what I really want from my life?

 Oh, that's seems to be an easy questions. You see, for me life, it is not a toyshop. It is more alike being a presence of Loving Attitude of Responsibility. We are always responsible for ourselves, for something and sometimes for someone. Last time I was singing during a fundraising event, it was for a Anti Suicide Organization and one of the songs that I have been chosen were starting from words ''I believe the children are our future...'' . I said that in my opinion, children and their issues may create our world in future. In the same way, how we do create their world today. We will have it all back. Goods and bads that we have given, in some sense, we will receive. Some of them, for example, will become a politicians, that will create the reality, environment we will live in. So we need to teach children Love. Love and respect to others, but as well to themselves. Sometimes, this self love is even more important, because while we have good understanding of ourselves and our needs, it is easier to make an effective attempt to understand others. It is building a bridge of communication with outside world. And this is very difficult to learn how to love ourselves, while we weren't thaught that, as a kids, therefore we are struggling as an adults, trying to learn it after living a life in psychological self neglection. Even when we do that to ourselves only on psyche level, it is not finishing its impact only within this area. I can't emphasize it enough, how important it is, for our and our relatives well being.

 This is the time of my life, when I feel all my experiences, different areas of knowledge I was needing to conquer, are emerging into one me today and it make a sense.
 Anyway, trying to write about myself I wrote a lot about, how it can serve others mainly and I believe this is exactly who I am. Is that make a sense?
 To me, definitely yes.

Do Not Afraid to Love

  I'll tell you what I feel today.

  Do not afraid to Love Yourself.
  Do not afraid to Love others either.
  So what, that there is so much wars, violence and lies about you and others. So what? It shouldn't be the reason to give up. Because this who you are and what you feel counts. Do not let your heart believe, there is something wrong with you.
You deserve to love yourself. You deserve to love others. It is not about hugging everyone on the street. It is about what you feel inside. What you feel is who you are.
I wish you feel Love. I wish you Love Yourself and help others to Love themselves too. That is the best attitude we can have towards our life.

Irish Rural ''Theatre''

  Dear Friend,

 If ignorant people are kind to you, very kind to you, so kind to you and you are not living in their village for at least last ten generations - it is nooooooo good. Therefore it means a lot of lies were said about you.

  God is teaching us love, so let love fulfill our hearts.

''Wisdom and knowledge... ''

¹⁰ Therefore give me wisdom and knowledge to act as leader of this people, for how otherwise could such a great people as yours be governed?'

2 Chronicles

  So many teachers, school principals, doctors churches and politics notables, should pray for wisdom and knowledge first, before they will ''act as a leaders''!

 When you didn't receive proper ethical, moral background in your own home, where you have been growing up, you need to search for it yourself. That's very simple rule. Everyone can learn really this, what one needs or lacks. Any bad habit could be broken. I did thousand of lessons, in the theater and at home, that I have been rented over the sea. Everyone was a living prove of a power of the teacher and the student together, joining their efforts in breaking up the bad habits. The will should appear, the will that can change everything. If there is no will, even God Almighty won't act on your behalf, to do it against your free will choice. But... God will teach you the lesson. 

 Why I need to be the person, that is pointing all 'wrongs' and errors, so many times. Can people use their brains wisely? What happen to this world? and the people around me?   

 Why people protecting their positions by playing unfairly to the victims or sick, instead of, by using the proper administrative or/and educational tools etc. to stop, lessen and repair the damages caused.

 There is so many government organizations, having financial support from government and UE, that provide professional training. Of course, we always can discuss are the tools used in the training the best for the purpose and what are the newest trends, strategies in, for example, children psychology or psychotherapy. But this is what this thing is about, to get you involved in discussion, to grow, to improve, to share experience.

 Anyway, for all who decided to work ethically and rise their professional level doors are always open. You are the one that need to find right door. You will find them, if you know, what are you looking for. Here, you need to be smart enough to know what you shall do. This is a attitude of living. This is a program, you should follow throughout the years. In private life and at work. We all have a right to expect the right treatment everywhere, isn't it? I believe it is not only rhetoric question.

Being righteous enough to respond / Bullying at school and pricipal

 After few talks with educated nice (very few) residents in Rathcoole,Co Cork, I would say, you avoid this place, if you only can :-)

 What would you do, if principal of the school, where your child has been, and still is, discriminated and bullied would answer: '' Child, you should stand up for yourself'' .
 I heard, that GP commented those words:
-'' Stand up for yourself?? who can tell a bullied child to stand up for himself/herself?? how the child can stand up for himself / herself against the group??  it is alike to say a women, that is beating by her husband to stand up for herself every time she is beaten !! Can you tell the child, that is mocked or beaten by others to stand up for himself/ herself??? . ''
 The person that was referring mentioned situation to me says, that you may hear and see indignation, showed in whole posture of this cultural men.

 I won't tell you, what I think and feel about those many victims I heard about, but indignation is a good word. Christian would say ''those people are evil''. People full of righteousness would say "'those people show unethical, wrong behavior''. In my opinion bullying should meet an effective response, because it creates not only traumas, it creates generation of criminals, sure that grouping, that we can compare to mafia activity won't meet a punishment. Those people mocking the policies and laws, that are effectively disposes violent behaviors and regulating social life. Those people think, the justice will never touch them. Are we really interested to support them, by turning our heads, when we see the problem? are we ready to face the outcome of our negligence in the future?

I found something what could be useful for all victims and their guardians
To all, that feel and see their kids are suffering in a such case:  Make a move Dear Friend, if you know child that needs it.

 http://antibullyingireland.nfshost.com/node/13

God's view & Nationality & the goal of Balance

 God's view

  I have no idea, what is a 'God's view' really. Why? Because there where too many god's known on Earth until today. First then, we should establish, about which god we are taking about here. I can write only about how do I experience World around me, subjectively, or through something I may call Love, that I still experience the World through, most of the time. I would say I am lucky enough to say that, or naive enough, whatever... Even if I grow up one day, I believe this Love will stay and  will call her Me still in the future...

I met a nice men today...

 Nice and very cultural men, today, asked me about my nationality. Nationality ... hm... I believe I do not have one... Nationality is mostly something you can't change. Myself, I never felt nationality can describe me in any way. I never felt myself having nationality, experiencing nationality in the same way, as the people at large. I believe it may happen to those, who feel permanently different and are 'experienced' in this way by others. I was always not 'typical' and I didn't like (and I'm still the same) to follow other people's way, as my earthly being was conscious enough, to save me from ''typical'', but not smart, not moral or/and not ethical behaviors and from believing that science is always right. When I was growing up, I found out, one day that inventions and great scientifical  discoveries were made by individuals, that thought in the same way as me. So some, call this kind of mind genius, but now, I do not believe in geniuses at all. For me, discoveries and inventions are something we received, not created. When we try to create something, it always fails at some stage or/and at some points.
I believe, we have a deep need to be right and to do right. Righteousness is, as I believe, of our intrinsic value system the ultimate goal. Being genius (accordingly this way of experiencing reality)  may lead us towards megalomania, and is invention of evilness. Exception are those, who's faith in God is real and deep.

 If you ever feeling lost in life, try the exercise of 'simplifying everything', if you are able to cut yourself off  negativity, there will be next, but last step, that will lead you to perfect balance, which is purifying yourself. At every stage of this process, if you are not able to make it in the perfect way you may find yourself struggling with something. We are all finding ourselves at those points, so as a result, some may call this, what happen in a response, as sin, depression, problem that sometimes can evolve into an illness or/and some serious complications in life. So how to achieve the goal - balance and happiness than?  when there is always something standing on the way, between the perfection we dream about and us? why out there, they are showing so many ways, of how to achieve balance, that are involved negative things as well?
 The balance I dream about, do not have any negativity in it, or in either of both sides. It is true potential of being present as (for example) human being.